- health of herself
- health of her baby
- will something she do or eat terminate/hurt the pregnancy
- will she be able to keep weight off and stay healthy
- does having a previous miscarriage affect this pregnancy
- is it too early to be excited?
There are very little nigglings of guilt and worry that overcome me. But what I think I have to learn is to be happy. Leave those thoughts of negativity behind and attract good with my good attitude. What will happen will happen. But as far as I know, everything is going to work out perfectly.
I'm not so far along, that I feel "out of the woods." I know that anything could happen at any stage. I guess at this point I'm worried at my chances of a miscarriage. I ate chips today and felt guilty. Not for eating poorly, which I don't do often. I felt guilty for feeding my baby things that aren't good for it. What a silly idea! I'm becoming more neurotic everyday and it's going to raise my blood pressure and keep me from being the healthy mom I want to be.
Back to my Jenny McCarthy book. Hearing about all of her pregnancy symptoms makes me anxious to have them, because maybe if I did I wouldn't lose this baby. So I look forward in my own masochistic way to the severe morning sickness. Since I already have psycho hormonal bitch down, I think I'm half way there.
Baby in me- please grow to be an old and happy person.